Monday, September 08, 2003
i cant hide my feelins of u .... i smhow wanted to show.. hopin u will care ....but all i cansee is in ur heart,eyes..there is only her... she oso only person u wil always think of ,she is oso the only one u will ever care so much abt...she is oso the only person u always wanted to b w... she is oso the only person hu u wanted to haf .... she is the person that u need.... i noe.. i jolly well noe that v well... i use to hide my feelins for u .. i use to act i'm strong infornt of u.. i use to hate n love u... tot u r really that kind of person.. but im seem to b wrong... but u really did hurt mi b4.. tot u really don wan to patch w mi last tm coz of ur mum.. but it seem to b wrong.. u don wan to patch is becoz u wanted mi to turn str8.. coz i told u i wanted to.. but i didn tell u that i didn mean it... i really tot i can live w/o u.. but now i don think i can... u r the one hu make my life so interestin... my life use to b boring.. but once u came into my life ..my lifestyle change... becoz of u.. i cant stop thinkin of u everyday.. i don noe y.. i still take out the letters u use to give mi.. we haf so many great memories.. but now its gone there is oso nth i could to haf u back... coz ur heart is not here anymore... my frens seem to b disspointed knowin that i stil love u.. haiz.. so all i have to do now is to walk away n not to look back agn.. im heartbroken... the feeling of regrets suck.. if ony i noe all the truth
last tm.. this wun nv happen..its all fated.. i cant avoid those memory i had w u.. coz everything around mi remainds mi of u... the songs..my bus stop.. sch..no. 16.. paino...jay.. ur watch..the sky..the clouds.. the beach......ur workin place...bus no. 147..bus no.161 the last sit.. i can still remember everything.. do u? it still a hard thing for mi totell u guys i still love her ..im sorrie i don even dare to face any one of u
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heartbroken
{/3:31 PM}
count on it .
